On my mind...

ON MY MIND NOW...Ehh...not much to say lately. Feeling anxious, off kilter, restless and stressed.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

I HATE The Freaking Winter...

For those of you who love it, I am sorry to be a Debbie Downer but, I HATE this time of year. Not the Holiday season. The crappy, cold season itself. I am now on my 3rd cold in exactly 1 month and 2 weeks. Technically, I am on my second cold since my first illness was not a cold but Bronchitis and Bacterial Sinusitis. But, the point is, I have not been healthy for 1 month and 2 weeks. After my Bronchitis and Bacterial sinusitis, I had one day where I really thought I was going to be over my yearly illness in under 1 month. Then, the next day, a regular old, run-of-the-mill cold started. And, I wasn't fully over that one when, BAM, yesterday, another cold started! I am over this freaking season! Have been since I can remember. I have never been through one winter where I wasn't sick through most of it and, I can't remember the last Christmas that I wasn't nursing a cold or Bronchitis. Excuse me for what I am about to write but, FUCK! I just want to be healthy. I don't want to cough anymore. I don't want a sporadically runny or stuffy nose. I don't want to be clearing my throat every FUCKING 15 seconds! Ugh! I HATE THE FUCKING WINTER!

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